The First Kiss

I sent this story to the girl Im writing about last week and it made her cry! at work!

The first kiss

How things can change so quickly, one minute your down… the next your on cloud 9.

It’s always customary to start with a little background, I’m going to try and keep it short as possible but those who know me, will know it’s a struggle for me to stop when I get started. A little over 8 weeks ago we have a new group started in my office, newbie’s are always fun to meet because I’m never shy and I do love to introduce myself, plus a few lads had already said there was this HOT girl… so I had to look. I made my way to the training room and thought I’ll keep it short and sweet, just say hello. Popped my head inside the door and said hi to the newbie’s… and the trainer. Spotted the one that the lads were talking about, NOT for me thanks… but there was this other one… she took my eye straight away. Jenny. Her name is Jenny.

It didn’t take too long to see the blonde girl they were all talking about in the office was an outrageous flirt, but being a very outgoing and bubbly person, in a room with a girl I DO want to meet…. Can’t hurt to make her acquaintance early, and that I did… Holly turned out to be a truly nice girl, young, bubbly and blonde with big fake boobs… I can see why the stereotypical man wants to get in to her pants.

Jenny on the contrary is tall, dark, slim and incredibly sexy. I can’t get over how attracted to her I am after such a small space of time, more than just a raw animal lust kind of attraction, more like I want to eat her… all of her.

Weeks go by and we talk a LOT at work, lunches and breaks. Christmas party approaching, I wasn’t planning on going (anyone who’s read the me and Kelly saga will know why) but Kelly isn’t going and Jenny is, so I want to go now… and I got a Ticket.

I told Jenny I liked her on the Thursday afternoon, party was on the Friday, she walked in the room looking totally breathtaking, I couldn’t keep my eye’s off her, walked straight over and told me she liked me too, and if she wasn’t already taken, there would be a chance for us.

I’m too late, same old story… all the best one’s are taken right!?!?

Cut a much longer story short, things go on like this… we like each other, but it feels like more than, we don’t spend that much time together, but the little time we do get is filled with atmosphere, strong and intoxicating, I just love being anywhere near this girl, she’s so lovely.

I was shopping Saturday and seeing how I know she’s in Birmingham I decide to go there with a friend, hoping we can meet up… She ends up coming over to Coventry to meet friends and shopping in MY city, typical luck! Trains cancelled due to good old English weather, BOLL*X !!

I came back eventually and as luck would have it she met me anyway, we met in Starbucks coffee and drank Tea. 10 minutes was all it would have taken to say what she wanted to say, yes she likes me as well, but we just can’t it’s not right… time to back off. 3 hours later (Closing time) we left… after sitting close, staring at each other… time flew by like you wouldn’t believe. Hug goodbye takes another 30 minutes, faces get very close but no contact… just pressing ourselves into each other and holding each other close.

Monday came around, same shift, same breaks… same again. Lots of staring and wishing… but nothing happens till the end of the shift, then I walked her to her car and we hugged some more, both can tell that a kiss is just out of reach, it’s just crossing that line that you can never get back… innocence lost almost. I don’t want to cause her to feel guilty but at the same time I can just guess how this kiss is going to feel and it stops my heart just thinking about how amazing it’s going to be. It’s dangerous to build things up this much but I’m ultra confident that I could never be disappointed in her, so I am NOT worried about that. When you like someone this much, you can be this confident without fear.

Tuesday fly’s by, I’m not allowed to talk to her while she’s working as I’m a distraction!!! Hahahahaha I can talk and work, years of practice, but ok she’s just started there.

5:30pm walking to the cars, parked next to each other in a 300-car carpark…. It’s dark now, just a few weak lights on a cold English winters night.

We laugh, and I don’t mean we find the same things funny we are just so happy when were together that we smile constantly, and laughter is only a smile that got too big after all. We hug, for the next hour and a half at least… Jenny is cold but I am always warm and she finds warmth close to me, She keeps saying she has to go, but neither one of us wants to break the hug so I suggest moving in to my car… I recline the seats and put the heater on, were still hugging, groping and squeezing, faces are close but still no contact.

I’m brushing the long beautiful brown hair away from that soft inviting face; I can stop looking at her eyes, those wonderful green honest eye’s. Jenny is telling me all the reasons why we can’t kiss, but how much she would love to kiss me…. I would never ruin this, so won’t push my luck…. I’m lying on my back over both front seats at an angle. Jenny’s face is just a few inches away, above me… I move up, and run my tongue the length of her lips, even though time go’s by so quickly when I’m with Jenny, the time at that moment stood still for me, it seemed to take forever to finish that one act.

Were whispering now, close as you can be without contact, talking about anything… neither of us are listening to the other anyway, were just making noise to break the tension… that tension is about to be shattered into a billion pieces…

What about if you don’t kiss back, does that still count? (I don’t think I could let you kiss me without kissing you back) What is a kiss anyway, what qualifies as a kiss….

This is a Kiss… (She says)

I can’t tell you what that moment meant to me, and what it still means to me now… it was the single most perfect feeling in recent memory for me. I know this is wrong, but I can’t stop… I am addicted to Jenny.

For the next 30 minutes we kissed and we kissed again and again.

I don’t ever remember feeling so utterly satisfied by just a kiss before, it was so fulfilling.

I seem to remember feeling something like this the first time I ever liked a girl who liked me back…. I think I might have been 8 at the time. Happy as I’ve ever been, Giddy and satisfied…. And longing for more.

The first kiss, I hope that this is the first chapter in the story of my future love life with Jenny…. I don’t think it’s going to take me long to fall for her… she’s just perfect for me… everything I wanted in a girl is right in front of me, but she’s not mine…..

Not YET….

But MAYBE.

i promise i'll come back and read this another time. I just wanted to come and show u love, bloke ... haha

Guess what, she's single now.... her relationship is all over, it's been 3 weeks... Im just playing the waiting game now... how long is OK after her relationship?? I asked her out already, she said it's too soon... but she has called me on/off for the last few weeks... and we have met up for some SERIOUS Smooching too. Mmmmmmmmmm

I wrote her 2 other stories too.. WAY too graphic for open forum, but I will Email them both to Alexa (AKA ROGUE)

Alexa, tell the nice people what you think when you've had chance to read them.

Later Y'all

Kev