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I envy those people who successfully married an ideal someone who they knew in HS/college, it saves a massive amount of energy and time. Also they don't have to be "haunted" by people of the past.
I think I'm at a place where I look back at people of the past in a disconnected and slightly fond manner, (friends, acquaintances, etc.) despite not always liking them. Kind of taking the good and the bad, together. The memories are however, quite faded so it is easy to do this. The ghosts of the past.
I wasn't always like this, years ago I was far more (20 times x) sensitive to such memories.