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whohooo two there?? Now that would be a surprise!

Yeah it would... scary uh?! I'm crossing my fingers and hoping I'm just further along than I thought

So, what's new in your guys' lives?!

Nothing really exciting. We´re building and reconstructing the whole weekends, still living in the same little flat, with the same fruitlover, enjoying it.

Only my teeth do annoy me these times... I had a sanious gangrene in the 5 and it hurt as hell. I have to take antibiotics now.

^ aw... Jennka

Toni, for your situation, I think one baby is enough, and agree with Jennka,

hope that baby is healthy and as cute as Chloe, that's the only thing that matters

Nothing really exciting. We´re building and reconstructing the whole weekends, still living in the same little flat, with the same fruitlover, enjoying it.

Only my teeth do annoy me these times... I had a sanious gangrene in the 5 and it hurt as hell. I have to take antibiotics now.

Yay! So, you are reconstructing oyur flat? I will have to see some pictures when it's done

Well, that's no fun. My daughter can feel your pain. She is teething right now and it's the big ones in the back that are coming in so it hurts her really bad sometimes. But I hope those antibiotics help you and it all clears up soo

Toni, for your situation, I think one baby is enough, and agree with Jennka,

hope that baby is healthy and as cute as Chloe, that's the only thing that matters

Agrred

At my doctor appointment yesterday, we geard only one heartbeat and 'm the perfect size for how far along I am!! I get the ultrasound in 4 weeks which means we'll know what I'm having and I'll have my first baby pictures!!!!

wanna see them then!!

And no, not flat, we are reconstructing the cottage on Myjava pics are in my thread

antibi helped I feel great now, no ache

Ahh. I will have to check out the thread then

Good! I'm glad they helped! Sometimes it's amazing what a little medicine can do.

I am SUPER relieved that I found out I'm only having one....

Sorry, if this is too much to be posting but I really feel I need to vent.

I was really messed up this morning and it got me so frusterated that I actually yelled at my daughter and cat and went to my room(my mom was watching Chloe) and I ended up passing out for a few hours. I felt really bad for yelling afterwards, but I had already done it, and what made me feel worse is because I yelled because I allowed her dad to get to me He actually had been telling me that he wanted to make our family work and then he turned around and asked out some girl! We haven't even filed for divorce yet and I am now just pushing him to do it already because I can't take him messing with my emotions like this anymore. Now he says we can't be together because "He has a void to fill asnd he wants to fullfill his dream of being an MMA fighter". He's such a tool and a jerk and with all he's put me through I wish I could just push him out of my life and forget him, but it's so hard I still love him and want to work things out and I want us to have our family, which is why I let him get my hopes up, but I'm just opening myself up for more heartbreak.

I can't wait until this is all over.

Remember dear, who actually ruined this relation? Who gave it up first?

I know the one you love the most who hurts you the most, it's hard to leave him because you truely love him.

Don't love anyone in this world more than yourself, anyone can hurt you but you won't hurt yourself right? (Hope I didn't explain it crap =p)

Live better than him is the best way to revenge, one day he will know how stupid he is.

You still have your 2 precious kids, they were, they are and they will always be your love that never change.

Ahh. I will have to check out the thread then

Good! I'm glad they helped! Sometimes it's amazing what a little medicine can do.

Oh, I will be really honoured

Sometimes it´s important to speak things out, just to get the from your head... I hope it helped you a little bit. Be strong hun - think about your kids, that need you the most, and they need YOU - their mum, to be strong, doesn´t matter how hard situation you are in. I know you can put up with it and have fingers crossed for ya

Thanks for the support you guys

always here for ya

I'll show him! I'll start kickboxing when I'm able again and I'll kick his butt! :lullaby: or maybe I'll just get super hot and successful and make him regret his choice

Or maybe you just continue to live your life the way you love it

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Or maybe you just continue to live your life the way you love it

Yeah. Well, I wanted to take kickboxing classes anyway but if it makes him feel sucky it will be a cherry on top

hey yours, dropping in to show your page some LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, read alittle of the above, and "some" men can suck Donkey D, yours sounds like a peach, dont live for him, live for yourself and your little loverlys, and when the time is right, that right man for YOU will come along, and sweep you off your perfect feet

Thank you! I've been keeping all that in mind and I am honestly so much bettter when I do. I feel happier and more content my life. I'm going to keep my head up. My children will be my life for a while. Since I'm staying with my mom right now I have a babysitter too in case I decide I'd like to spend some time out with friends. I can actually have a life now. I couldn't do that with him around. Just look at the bright side of things right?

oh my, please forgive me for not dropping in sooner. i didn;t know you had your own thread. hope you are having a great friday

Or maybe you just continue to live your life the way you love it

Yeah. Well, I wanted to take kickboxing classes anyway but if it makes him feel sucky it will be a cherry on top

hey yours, dropping in to show your page some LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, read alittle of the above, and "some" men can suck Donkey D, yours sounds like a peach, dont live for him, live for yourself and your little loverlys, and when the time is right, that right man for YOU will come along, and sweep you off your perfect feet

Thank you! I've been keeping all that in mind and I am honestly so much bettter when I do. I feel happier and more content my life. I'm going to keep my head up. My children will be my life for a while. Since I'm staying with my mom right now I have a babysitter too in case I decide I'd like to spend some time out with friends. I can actually have a life now. I couldn't do that with him around. Just look at the bright side of things right?

yes cause "some" women, cant do it without a man, and they forget its their CHILDREN that come first, and thats what your doing-thinking of them, and if mr right comes along, and loves YOU/Kids, thats a win win, but you going day by day. count all those little blessings, and one day he'll see how much he f'ed up, cause we ALL do in the end

exactly!