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@limerlight - I've put up so many dirty things on her that I'm glad ppl I know in person don't know what forum I am on. It would be so dangerous - every could read my dirt. My old posts flood the pages of the love and sex section.

I feel like I have nothing interesting to share except what's currently (not) happening with the guy I met on vacation.

Sometimes I hate being infatuated because of the lows you get (even when I say I don't care, who doesn't like thrills). I don't think I really explained what happened - so if anyone doesn't want to read now is the time to stop.

So the guy I met on vacation, I've seen him before the last time I went to the same resort a year ago. Last time I paid him no mind and ironically - we were both single. Currently, we are both in relationships that have been on going for a year.

I would give him looks at the bar and smile a lot trying to get his attention but I wasn't sure if he was noticing. He was obviously really distracted while there were a lot of guests at the bar (if you haven't guessed, he's a bartender). While leaving the bar after my 4th drink (completely buzzed) I wished him a goodnight.. Most have been provactively because as I was walking back to our hotel room, I looked over my shoulder from at least 10 meters away and he was watching so I waved. He waved back.

Next morning, I passed him by and this time he was the one giving the looks and grins. It stayed that way, I didn't get to talk to him because, for once, I was too shy. Plus, I have a bf (cock block haha). Before I knew it, during my last day at the resort (I only went for 4 days) it was his day off. And the evening prior, I saw him and his girlfriend walking home holding hands along side the beach.

Being the creepy stalker that I am, I found him on facebook and sent him a message. He didn't seem to know who I was because he couldn't see my pictures and my profile picture wasn't a xlear shot of my face. So he asked me to add him. Then he told me he remember me, small talk and then he left saying he was going to come back online but I didn't bother staying.

2weeks later he asked for my phone number. He called me the 17th of september, and since then we've been in contact via texts or calls every second day or so. (Expensive haha)

My hand is hurting me cause I'm writing this on my blackberry. Ill probably continue later... Xxx

Wow, quite the story. It is kind of ironic how before when you were both single nothing even happened, and yet now both in serious relationships just seem to hit it off, but that's the way life goes sometimes as odd and fucking confusing as it is and as per the infatuation part, well you never know unless you try, i know i've fallen victim to the rises and falls of "falling" for someone more then once Still maybe this is a good thing, maybe it's bad keeping a double life (in a sense) must be hard and what not but regardless it could turn out to be something beautiful, or just what it is. One never knows. In any case, as long as you stay happy, atleast i feel that's what really matters.

And i know about the posts I've read some

Wow, quite the story. It is kind of ironic how before when you were both single nothing even happened, and yet now both in serious relationships just seem to hit it off, but that's the way life goes sometimes as odd and fucking confusing as it is and as per the infatuation part, well you never know unless you try, i know i've fallen victim to the rises and falls of "falling" for someone more then once Still maybe this is a good thing, maybe it's bad keeping a double life (in a sense) must be hard and what not but regardless it could turn out to be something beautiful, or just what it is. One never knows. In any case, as long as you stay happy, atleast i feel that's what really matters.

And i know about the posts I've read some

hahaha, I'm sure it will be nothing. Not too hard to keep long distance a secret when you are careful.

Umm yeah, about those old posts... don't remind me, I must have been an undercover hooker in a passed life

You can be careful but there's a certain breaking point we all reach eventually (i would know) or some major choice comes up, but still i wish you best of luck in whatever direction you go Fellow Canadian

Haha, it's no problem everyone has their stories.

You can be careful but there's a certain breaking point we all reach eventually (i would know) or some major choice comes up, but still i wish you best of luck in whatever direction you go Fellow Canadian

Haha, it's no problem everyone has their stories.

yeah, I'm waiting for it to blow up in my face - until then... meh, I think this guy is already in my bad books.

On a lighter note, I finally got more hours at my job - I'm so happy!! And I didn't know you were Canadian

Bc Born and raised :blueeyedbaby: Typical canadian guy Hockey, Toque's, CFL, etc... name it probs like it I'm so proud of being Canadian, take pride in Canadian music and such. Me being from "The Great White North" Didn't send any messages?

And that's great about your job I've been lobbying for more hours for mine too, even if i just started 2 weeks ago

And too bad about the other guy in the bad books already..

i loved your posts in the love & sex seQtion

nothing next, I don't take liars seriously. Speaking of liars, ugh, he said he would call today in the afternoon but he didn't - what a downer. I'm totally not texting him first for anything. oh well, I have a boyfriend already lol... :S long story short, I'm a loser hahaha

on a lighter note: there are men that look like this that walk around mtl --> 'philippe brison" can I bone you? http://www.modelresource.ca/Men/PhilippeBr...ppe_brisson.jpg

With this face? Men like that? Whoa that´s some meat.

I´ve noticed one thing - unfortunately, men are becoming more womanly than me, actually. That´s pretty scary. You know, where to look nowadays for a man that stands for his word, doesn´t stink like my grandmother when she forgets she has taken her parfume on twice in a hour, doesn´t spend ages in a bathroom... and actually looks like a man.

I´m pretty glad I´ve found a needle in an ocean

Bc Born and raised :blueeyedbaby: Typical canadian guy Hockey, Toque's, CFL, etc... name it probs like it I'm so proud of being Canadian, take pride in Canadian music and such. Me being from "The Great White North" Didn't send any messages?

And that's great about your job I've been lobbying for more hours for mine too, even if i just started 2 weeks ago

And too bad about the other guy in the bad books already..

I really didn't know you were a fellow canuck... happy to hear so, I feel like there aren't too many on bz. I'm sure you will get your hours, I've been lobbying for months! hahahah ... and/or looking for a second job to put to good use all the spare time I had.

he hasn't texted me since thursday, that little mofo.

i loved your posts in the love & sex seQtion

awww

nothing next, I don't take liars seriously. Speaking of liars, ugh, he said he would call today in the afternoon but he didn't - what a downer. I'm totally not texting him first for anything. oh well, I have a boyfriend already lol... :S long story short, I'm a loser hahaha

on a lighter note: there are men that look like this that walk around mtl --> 'philippe brison" can I bone you? http://www.modelresource.ca/Men/PhilippeBr...ppe_brisson.jpg

With this face? Men like that? Whoa that´s some meat.

I´ve noticed one thing - unfortunately, men are becoming more womanly than me, actually. That´s pretty scary. You know, where to look nowadays for a man that stands for his word, doesn´t stink like my grandmother when she forgets she has taken her parfume on twice in a hour, doesn´t spend ages in a bathroom... and actually looks like a man.

I´m pretty glad I´ve found a needle in an ocean

Yeah, my boyfriend is a bit metro sexual - that will just have to do for now hahahha

UGH i finally realized why he hasn't messaged me since Thursday ... and here I am all calling him an ass, this and that. He sent me an email saying "hello, ok them we won't talk any more" I'm guessing it was in response to an email I sent him on Saturday saying that I didn't want to talk to him if I was going to be causing him and his girlfriend troubles... but I think he took it the wrong way and read it late on top of that. I didn't see the email he wrote me cause my hotmail categorizing everything by sender right away (my boyfriend has my password, so I would rather stuff the other guy's email somewhere my bf won't look i.e. not the top of my inbox hahaha) so I didn't see it.

:S I sent him a facebook inbox explaining what I think happened and asking him why he just never answered my last message. Now I feel bad... hopefully he won't think I'm crazy.

ANA bb, Alessandra, Bianca & wtv http://www.bloglovin.com/m/238332/13046254...m8tc3MxMS5odG1s

They look amazing

That boy thing is getting more and more complicated

Bc Born and raised :blueeyedbaby: Typical canadian guy Hockey, Toque's, CFL, etc... name it probs like it I'm so proud of being Canadian, take pride in Canadian music and such. Me being from "The Great White North" Didn't send any messages?

And that's great about your job I've been lobbying for more hours for mine too, even if i just started 2 weeks ago

And too bad about the other guy in the bad books already..

I really didn't know you were a fellow canuck... happy to hear so, I feel like there aren't too many on bz. I'm sure you will get your hours, I've been lobbying for months! hahahah ... and/or looking for a second job to put to good use all the spare time I had.

he hasn't texted me since thursday, that little mofo.

Well now you do know there is atleast one more Canuck on here. fashiondream whereever the hell she is <_< is also a canuck and wherever Portia/Laffy went off too (She lives 40 minutes from me Still haven't met her)

I did get my hours starting in 2 weeks I got a 5 day work week, it's this whole "probation" period easing us into the full time shit Which i hate and would rather be working 6-7 days a week. I got a bit of spare time, but usually i work until 1 pm (start of 6am or earlier) so i got time to do whatever.

Ah that's too bad, atleast he has an interest in you unlike the girl i like who thinks of me as her brother When she told me that last night i was just all Uhh ya no not letting this happen.

They look amazing

That boy thing is getting more and more complicated

yeah I'm done making myself look like an idiot. wrote a fb msg (which I mentioned in my previous post) then texted once (which I shouldn't have) saying hi how are you on thursday or wednesday - can't remember.

I just deleted him from my contacts yesterday (phone & msn), if he all of a sudden doesn't want to talk to me then he can go fuck himself or his ugly Quebecer girlfriend who is jealous of the air he breaths cause it's with him more often than she is.

Bc Born and raised :blueeyedbaby: Typical canadian guy Hockey, Toque's, CFL, etc... name it probs like it I'm so proud of being Canadian, take pride in Canadian music and such. Me being from "The Great White North" Didn't send any messages?

And that's great about your job I've been lobbying for more hours for mine too, even if i just started 2 weeks ago

And too bad about the other guy in the bad books already..

I really didn't know you were a fellow canuck... happy to hear so, I feel like there aren't too many on bz. I'm sure you will get your hours, I've been lobbying for months! hahahah ... and/or looking for a second job to put to good use all the spare time I had.

he hasn't texted me since thursday, that little mofo.

Well now you do know there is atleast one more Canuck on here. fashiondream whereever the hell she is <_< is also a canuck and wherever Portia/Laffy went off too (She lives 40 minutes from me Still haven't met her)

I did get my hours starting in 2 weeks I got a 5 day work week, it's this whole "probation" period easing us into the full time shit Which i hate and would rather be working 6-7 days a week. I got a bit of spare time, but usually i work until 1 pm (start of 6am or earlier) so i got time to do whatever.

Ah that's too bad, atleast he has an interest in you unlike the girl i like who thinks of me as her brother When she told me that last night i was just all Uhh ya no not letting this happen.

Explain the situation with the girl. I'm so much better at giving advice than taking my own advice but ppl usually tell me I'm good at giving solutions hahha.

Nothing to really say now, we talked about it last night for a bit and she said we'll see how things go, which i guess is good and bad But we'll see, she likes some other guy and he likes her friend and then we're all hanging out Monday together i don't get it

I dunno, she seems like the type of girl I shouldn't like she's a lil bit of a bad girl but is really sweet at heart and so mature and pretty. So her personality and maturity is what lures me to her but at times i wonder if i should go farther and not just leave it at what we have now. But i do wanna be with her. Iunno.

Nothing to really say now, we talked about it last night for a bit and she said we'll see how things go, which i guess is good and bad But we'll see, she likes some other guy and he likes her friend and then we're all hanging out Monday together i don't get it

I dunno, she seems like the type of girl I shouldn't like she's a lil bit of a bad girl but is really sweet at heart and so mature and pretty. So her personality and maturity is what lures me to her but at times i wonder if i should go farther and not just leave it at what we have now. But i do wanna be with her. Iunno.

I think you should put her on the back burner for a while! Make it apparent that other girls like you or you talk to other girls. Don't tell her that you do, just make it obvious that other girls are flirting with you - without you actually saying it to her. You know what I mean? Girls always like guys who are slightly less available. You're less desirable if there aren't other people who want you or if you are always waiting for her - she needs to know you're not a back up plan.

Don't completely ignore her, but don't chase her too much or talk 'things' out too much (i.e. you liking her and all of that, she probably knows you want her already given that you've told me that you told her). You don't want her to only choose you because the other guy she likes chose her friend - it sucks feeling like a back up plan.

that's what I would do anyway.

Nothing to really say now, we talked about it last night for a bit and she said we'll see how things go, which i guess is good and bad But we'll see, she likes some other guy and he likes her friend and then we're all hanging out Monday together i don't get it

I dunno, she seems like the type of girl I shouldn't like she's a lil bit of a bad girl but is really sweet at heart and so mature and pretty. So her personality and maturity is what lures me to her but at times i wonder if i should go farther and not just leave it at what we have now. But i do wanna be with her. Iunno.

I think you should put her on the back burner for a while! Make it apparent that other girls like you or you talk to other girls. Don't tell her that you do, just make it obvious that other girls are flirting with you - without you actually saying it to her. You know what I mean? Girls always like guys who are slightly less available. You're less desirable if there aren't other people who want you or if you are always waiting for her - she needs to know you're not a back up plan.

Don't completely ignore her, but don't chase her too much or talk 'things' out too much (i.e. you liking her and all of that, she probably knows you want her already given that you've told me that you told her). You don't want her to only choose you because the other guy she likes chose her friend - it sucks feeling like a back up plan.

that's what I would do anyway.

Thanks, i got more to say but I don't really want the rest of the forum to see it

They look amazing

That boy thing is getting more and more complicated

yeah I'm done making myself look like an idiot. wrote a fb msg (which I mentioned in my previous post) then texted once (which I shouldn't have) saying hi how are you on thursday or wednesday - can't remember.

I just deleted him from my contacts yesterday (phone & msn), if he all of a sudden doesn't want to talk to me then he can go fuck himself or his ugly Quebecer girlfriend who is jealous of the air he breaths cause it's with him more often than she is.

I think it´s better for you to have done this

anyway, how is Canada now? It´s cold there like here is?

How big is that Cote Des Nieges street in Montreal? It seems huge

*grabs some blankets and settles in*

woah, havent seen you peoples in forever.