Lullaby

you took the time to do that....that was funny.....so i dont need to panic yet.

dont mind me if i have a panic attack

I'm not even having a panic attack.

im not going to panic, im not going to panic

.....WE ARE ALL GONNA DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, i got it out of my system

If I survived the hurricanes last year and they were passing right over us? We're good to go this time.

wooo hoooo

I have to say this in here.....

She has changed....ever since she has gone to paris she has change....she isnt the same anymore....i think i have gone crazy but adriana isnt the same anymore

How has she changed?

it doesnt feel the same anymore....i think i have gone crazy or the rum hasnt worn off yet from last night...i personally think i have gone crazy....i look at her and i dont feel the same vibe anymore....as much as i love her i dont feel it anymore....i need one of those big crying smilies right now.....the one we have does not do atm

I haven't seen much of a change in her but there is something different. It's to be expected though.

I love Adriana, obviously, and I know she's sweet but with as much press she's getting lately? It's just changing her. It's probably just going to her head. I'm not saying she's being snobby but yeah.

so its not just me then? what a relief....i guess also its cuz im not seeing much of her this year....i was hoping this year would be full of adriana but its like nothing you know....its a very scary thought...and moving to paris hasnt helped at all...she is getting away from everything.....im having a mental break down

She's had quite a bit this year. It just didn't seem like much since there's such a span between it all. Of course when compared to Ana who has all of these different campaigns, yeah, it looks bad.

But you know if she chooses to get out of this that's fine with me. I'll miss seeing her around, so will a lot of people. I just hope she does it for herself and not because anyone, especially the Prince, wants her to.

if she gets out of this i will retire...there wont be a reason for me anymore..i will go down in a depression state and when i recover, if i recover it wont be good. from what i hear she has been vacationing like crazy....more then normal....i dont know, maybe she is just tired...i feel like the only thing she has done this year is sao paulo and those french photo and elle editorials.

Of course you'd recover. Not to downplay Adriana in any way, but she is JUST a model. They all come and go.

it would never be the same, i remember when i used to collect shakira pictures and i had more shakira pictures than adriana and i remember the day i got more adriana pictures and i got rid of my shakira file....it was that day i decided there is only one woman for me and it's adriana....who would i recover towards if adriana went down....its like i would be going from a mercedez to a kia....i dont want that.

Looking after a celebrity to be your only one is not good. That will just ruin your life because you're going to constantly try to put people up to how she is and yeah, that's going to lead to bad things. I don't want to be the one to bring you down so I'll just stop.

and im sorry for rambling....i guess i would move on if adriana moved on...it would be hard times though.

damn my rambling came out of no where.....sorry for bugging you ashley

You're not bugging me so don't apologize.

and it also doesnt help that i have to go to my *shudders* math class in 8 minutes....2 hours and 20 minutes of math....someone kill me please

Math is my worse nightmare. I can't ever get it. Anything beyond basic just fails me.

maybe if i put my contact lenses on i wouldnt have to sit in the front but then if wouldnt pay attention if i wasnt sitting in the front...and if i sit in the front i cant fall asleep but if i sit in the back then