Why check me out now but not before when nothing's changed?

you want to talk about mixed signals????? I'm freaking confused... all I want is a fling so i don't understand why the guy isn't chasing me...

i hope you like to read

I month ago I went to Orchid (some club). A lot of people were there because it was someone's birthday. The birthday girl was actually a friend of my ex's and so all of my ex's friends were there. This is the ex that I use to 'love', the one that broke up with me last year... thankfully he lives in the states now.

Anyways, I was dancing my friend and this guy walks passed us really slow and he's watching me (or ... in my direction). It's Helys, (he's a very close friend of my ex's) so I say hi to him because I remember him.

The whole night this guy is allllll over me. He asks me what school I go to blah blah, then I tell him, "I know you, you go to dawson and play with {my ex's name}, my Ex" but I don't think he heard the last part about me being his friend's ex.

Then I danced with hElys and he was trying to kiss me but I wouldn't let him. Then he asked if I had a boyfriend and I said, "yes," obviously.... After that question he kept saying, "You don't know me, I'm sure I'm better than your man," and poop like that and for a while he had me pretty convinced. I can't say I wasn't attracted to him, he's half African and Half Russian AND has a super tight bod - not to mention he smelled amazing.

Anyways, while we were dancing it was like around 2:45 when I kept telling him I needed to leave and find Alana but he kept saying, "one more song."

I get away from this guy, find my friend, and we go outside. We were looking for someone to drive us home. Instead... my friend and I ended up taking a ride from helyes and Ryan and this other dude(a super close friend of my ex's... hElys' a super close friend too lol).

Before we took the ride, that dude (My Ex's close friend, I call him SpaceJamAlien because that's what he looks like) was asking helys, "Do you know what you're doing? That's ur friend's ex .. blah blah." On the walk to the car, hElys asked me if I was Aleks' ex and I told him that it was true but that him and I broke up almost a year ago and haven't talked for that long either. Then he asked if I thought Aleks would care ... this guy was tripping a little. After that he INSISTED that I have his phone number and that I text him.

Anyways, the car gets us home. I said bye to my friend and helys walks me out of the car, I hug him goodbye. This was awkward because his friends were watching us from the car, heads completely turned. So I tried to say bye quickly with the hug as I had said before. But before the hug, hElys asked me again, "Are you sure he wouldn't care" and I replied, "yes" and then "Do you still care about him" and I responded, "No."

The next day I talked to my girlfriend and she said he kept telling her to make sure that I try to text him back or wtv. So cool, the guy is hot and he's interested in me.

I texted him 2 days later and he never got back to me.... EVER.

I haven't cheated yet... bare with me.

I saw Ely at orchid again when I was with Kee (a different friend, actually, a guy who is interested in me.. or any girl for that matter) for some girl's birthday. I knew I would run into hElys because it was his friend's birthday that night and that's just where they go. (that and .... facebook)

I saw hElys talking to another girl but paid no mind because I was determined to ignore him. I didn't say hi to him but he stopped me when I was walking into the bathroom and he was walking out. He said, "heyy" and I just looked at him and said, "I don't like you - you said you'd text back and u never did so forget it." He starting talking to me instead of going away and eventially moved in very close to me gradually as we were talking like .. at one point i was just between him and the wall.

then he said, "you have to understand that Aleks' and I have been close friends for 6 years and you were his girl... blah blah.." I said, "that really doesn't matter, we went out a year ago. Besides, he's gone and I'm glad." Hey as he's talking about how he can't because i'm his friend's ex.. I'm pinned against the wall with his body, no joke. Then he starts asking me if I want him, isn't he screwed up? because he started saying some other weird shit but I was a little drunk ... (weird shit such as in; I've been waiting to get like that with you for a long time and something about working out to look good for me which is BEYOND weird.)

I don't remember when it started but he starting kissing me then he pulled me over away from the bathroom entrance to not block the way and we were making out hardcore. It was somewhat hardcore, hands in pants, intense breathing ... the whole enchalada! Then he dragged me over to the dance floor and I was like, "we can't" (cause people will see us/ ppl as in ppl that know me/ ppl as in his friends) and then he said, "I don't care what they think/say, who cares about them"

... when we were about to go home he was talking to be outside... said he would text me back this time and he did.

I could post the texts ... but it;s embarrassing and I'm trashy. Ok, well he texted me stuff like, "U r thinking of me?" and "U r missing me?" but then this Thursday he wrote, "Try to fix something for Friday. If you ready.." and even if it were for a fling (it so was) I was so down for it because I was intending on breaking with my boyfriend before December - OH not to mention, I wouldn't mind sleeping with someone I'm actually extremely attracted to... (I'm built like a man, ok).

I called/texted on Friday and he never got back to me. I broke up with my boyfriend on Saturday. Whatever, maybe I deserve him not calling me back but still. I'm human ... I'm impulsive. I still think I did the right thing by breaking up with my bf, had it not been with hElys, something would have happened with someone else.

I'm still pissed he never called/texted back... I'm not use to being rejected, I never have that problem really..

So there... what a freak.

Just seems like he doesn't know what he wants. Dump his ass.

What's it about ?!!

Just seems like he doesn't know what he wants. Dump his ass.

Just seems like he doesn't know what he wants. Dump his ass.

Or he knows what he wants -- to mess with her head, and it worked. Plus, you can't dump someone you're not dating, SS.

There's a first time for everything!

Just seems like he doesn't know what he wants. Dump his ass.

Good for you babe.... next time you see him give him a good kick in the shins aswell.

but i just want to sleep with him! You;ve seen what I look like... he's gotta be Blinnnndd!

*takes a breather*

French guys... <_<

I don't think he was French, Toobs.

What's it about ?!!

French guys... <_<

but i just want to sleep with him! You;ve seen what I look like... he's gotta be Blinnnndd!

*takes a breather*

French guys... <_<

my guy?

he's half african and half russian.

Toobs, don't drink and post, man...

Hahahaha... Put the Gin down and grab a coffee!

Lex babe, you can't win them all... just forget him and move on to your next victim hun xx

i'm not arrogant, i'm attractive.

hmm .. yess ... so who shall i prey on next?? :evil:

Who ever he is don't let him piss you around!!

Maybe you should stay away from people who know Aleks anyway!!

I need to take a leaf out of that book and stop making the same mistakes again and again. I guess some people just get your juices flowing and you can't help yourself. I want a nice shiny new girlfriend that loved me, wants loads of kinky sex and lets me just be myself... and likes movies... and doesn't drink... and wants to settledown... and has great legs... and ass... and it's as pretty as Gemma Ward... and has loads of cash... and drives.... is that too much to ask??

Im only kidding..... on all but the sex part.

ok .. about people that know Aleks.. it's not my fault... E

i have the worst luck.

k so last night i was suppose to meet this guy at a club, we'll call him Buck. He insisted that I come out with him to his friend's birthday party.

I got into the club at 12:20ish and I couldn't find Buck but he said he was there. For a good 20 minutes I was just seeing if I could find someone hot to dance with or something.

I got a drink and walked around and realized that I was too late I foudn myself having a drink watching him groopin' this girl 4 feet infront of me ... so I just watched and sort of smiled

**Smiled as in = you f*cking basturd. For f*ck's sake, the guy pleaded for me to come ... **

I thought about going home, but I didn't pay admission just to go home after for nothing. So I ran into these guys who got me a shit load of drinks and one of them bought me a rose but they were short. I would leave them once in a while to see if I could find someone hot but didn't. I just talked to a few people and what not, it's hard to be in a club without knowing anyone.

Later on in the night I ran into Buck when he was alone I walked up to him and told him he was an asshole (I didn't sound mad.. I was smiling when I said it). Then he asked about my socks (everyone knows about my thigh high socks lol don't ask) and I smirked, flashed my thigh then walked away and continued ignoring him. I must have passed by him a billion times tonight, but still ignored him, excluding when I first saw him.

First and last time I have a good time clubbing by myself. I doubt I'll ever talk to him again.