Stress!

I get what you understand-though I find them kind of silly now that I think back on them and teen stuff, still I remember the feeling of depression and not knowing what to do and confusion all the time

But that helped me to learn not to take things too stressful and settle everything in an easy and calm matter

I hope everything turns out good for you

I hope things can turn around also.. and soon.. I wish it were only the stresses of being a teen .. it would be so much easier to deal than all this adult stuff. i will focus on all my little triumphs as the come so maybe the stress seems less.